I’m driving home the other day, following behind my amazing boyfriend’s car. Just had a wonderful time. Just talked about our future. Just kissed. Just was smiling.
Then we pass a cemetary. Just like the one where we buried HeeJun. The same cemetary I went to at lunch while working to cry my eyes out when I couldn’t be at the one HeeJun’s is buried.
My mind drifts to remembering when I went there to cry at work. It drifts to the funeral, to the days I would spend just lying on the ground crying and talking to HeeJun, to the last time I visited. It reminds me that i need to go visit the spot. Then i remember the last time I went, and it was so funny. I actually laughed last time I was there.
So, my mind is drifting while driving. i’m missing HeeJun and still gasp when I think of what happened, that this happened to me, that HeeJun is not on this earth anymore. it’s crazy.
Then, i drift back. I look in front of me and I smile. This kind of thing happens all day long.
