But I need to write it. Maybe it will be helpful for other people going through the same thing. And writing things out helps me process the emotions. AND misery loves company…
It’s done.
What they asked for is in the mail. What they asked for only two months into grieving is in their hands. The PI can call off his dogs :). (kidding, kinda)
The items they asked for are ready for them to pick up. The thing that put a wall up and probably ruined our relationship the most after only two months of grieving is done.
I realized I was expecting an apology or for it to go back the way it was, but it never will. So, I sucked it up and tried to do what I think HeeJ would have wanted. Although I hope he would have been as furious as I was. I felt so hurt and abandoned. Now I feel at peace. This has been the one thing holding me back. At church I am convicted every time. The anger and bitterness just sat on my chest. I had to let that go. So I did. Sigh, that feels much better.
Thank God that Chad is so supportive and understanding. His wife is a nut case sometimes!
I am so proud of you Erica-I know what it is to forgive some one who has hurt me . What a feeling of relief to get that heavy load of your back .Noni.
Erica, you are so full of Grace. you took the high road and hopefully your mind can be at peace about that. You are an incredible person, and I’m so thankful you’re in my world.